Let Me Introduce Myself...

My bad, I should have started with this instead of dropping the shit lasagna in your lap.

I'm Tyler! Or Tyler Ann if you're lucky to know me! I'm a 27 year old Sagittarius and I'm happily #marriedAF to my amazing wife, Lacey. Her and I have been together almost 6 years and married almost 2 years. Shit isn't always easy but married life is fun and I wouldn't trade it for anything!

How about the title of my page; Anxiety, Birds, and Nasty Cuss Words?! Allow me to explain...I'm a #crazybirdlady for real. I love everything about birds; they are cool as fuck because they can fly, they survive in trees and bushes during the winter and really only eat bugs, seeds, and some worms. LIKE WHAT?! I have a hard time sleeping when the fan is off and the curtains aren't drawn completely. #truestory

More importantly, I do have #anxiety and I like to use #nastycusswords probably a little too much! It adds color. HA! My anxiety stems from family issues, childhood trauma, and shitty relationships but also, I'm an over thinker and worry too much. As a child my mother called me a worry wort. I never really understood that until I got older. I mean I'm currently worried this blog is boring and a stupid idea and wondering if anyone is ever reading this or will ever but ya know what?! I'm pushing through! #progress

Anyways, back to me...along with my wife and dogs I love my family and spending time with them when I can! When I'm not working I'm usually spending time at home talking to my flowers and filling bird feeders (if my wife isn't on top of it), chilling with my doggos, and we like to catch up on our shows!

I'm actually pretty boring...I've come to realize that as I'm typing this out. But really what I want you to know is that I recently started therapy and I also deleted my Facebook. I was constantly comparing myself to others and it just wasn't fun anymore so #fuckthat. I still wanted to write about my day or talk about something that was on my mind so I decided to blog! This is a place where I'll write about some recent shit that has happened in my life and just whatever I feel like. I don't really care who sees it or doesn't, I just want to get it out!

Sorry this has been boring as fuck but now you know a little more about me and the anxiety that controls my life BUT I'm learning to deal with in better ways.

Until next time, this is my life; unfiltered, unrefined, and ludicrous.